Post by Rev. Jim Cunningham on Nov 19, 2008 3:26:08 GMT -5
From: TheMoodyPoet1 (Original Message) Sent: 1/24/2006 3:40 PM
Hi to everyone in the site. I am new here. I just wanted to say a few words and a few thoughts that I had. A few years ago my friend was a scientologist but he seemed to be falling from one religion to the next. We met when we were both young and on the gay Club Circuit (Discos). As a few years rolled by, we both fast learnt that a BIG part of the gay community was rather primiscious and sex driven. Not that there is anything wrong in sex, but it seemed a lot of our friends were fast being diagnosed with HIV and quite a few committed suicide or had drug overdoses.
In my opinion at the age of 30 now not a lot has changed in the gay community where I live. Since then there are more sauna's, sex haunts, sex driven media and of course the list goes on and on. Having been raised a Christian but not really understanding The Holy Spirit until this year when reading The Bible by choice, I have delved further into my Christian Faith. In a sense I had become saddened with the gay community and even though I did not know then, I was slowly falling into a destructive darkness.
I ran into my old friend about year ago and he invited me to Church. He said he had finally found God and was now a born again Christian and his search was over. I told him upfront that I would not lie about who I was. So I went to Church and told them upfront about who I was and my love of man. They basically said that God loves everyone, even gays. Four of the guys in the cell group said that they too used to be gay and became disillusioned with the gay community. In fact over the time i spent in this cell and with the Church I had come across many former members of the gay community. It reminded me of a Gay Exodus. And I was really shocked at finding people who used to be gay in the Church. In a selfish sense I felt wow.
To me this means quite a few things. Something is definetly going wrong in the gay community of today for so many gay men to be opting out. Although I could not commit to this cell group, or this Church, as I am not willing to say that being in love with a man in the purest of sense is wrong. I still found a purity and a love in this cell group and in this Church that was more forfilling than that was going on in the gay community.
Even though I am refusing to give up on my sexuality, they still want me to come to cell and to Church. Which I think is beautiful. They spoke about how God gave us Free Will to give up temptation. There have been many discussions around the sexuality issue and even the consideration of a buddy-helper to help stop temptation when it arises. However I do stand firm that God made me the way I am, and that I will not live a lie or humour buddy-helper systems. I will not change being gay or being a Christian. My faith in Jesus Christ Our Saviour, and in God and The Holy Spirit is eternal.
What I find sad is still being in the gay community (but at a distance) that our community frowns upon religious gays/lesbians/transexuals and especially gay Christians. My friends think its impossible to be gay and a Christian and if you put in your profile that you are a Christian, you get abusive gay people mocking you and putting you down.
In Him,
Al-Antony Moody
Hi to everyone in the site. I am new here. I just wanted to say a few words and a few thoughts that I had. A few years ago my friend was a scientologist but he seemed to be falling from one religion to the next. We met when we were both young and on the gay Club Circuit (Discos). As a few years rolled by, we both fast learnt that a BIG part of the gay community was rather primiscious and sex driven. Not that there is anything wrong in sex, but it seemed a lot of our friends were fast being diagnosed with HIV and quite a few committed suicide or had drug overdoses.
In my opinion at the age of 30 now not a lot has changed in the gay community where I live. Since then there are more sauna's, sex haunts, sex driven media and of course the list goes on and on. Having been raised a Christian but not really understanding The Holy Spirit until this year when reading The Bible by choice, I have delved further into my Christian Faith. In a sense I had become saddened with the gay community and even though I did not know then, I was slowly falling into a destructive darkness.
I ran into my old friend about year ago and he invited me to Church. He said he had finally found God and was now a born again Christian and his search was over. I told him upfront that I would not lie about who I was. So I went to Church and told them upfront about who I was and my love of man. They basically said that God loves everyone, even gays. Four of the guys in the cell group said that they too used to be gay and became disillusioned with the gay community. In fact over the time i spent in this cell and with the Church I had come across many former members of the gay community. It reminded me of a Gay Exodus. And I was really shocked at finding people who used to be gay in the Church. In a selfish sense I felt wow.
To me this means quite a few things. Something is definetly going wrong in the gay community of today for so many gay men to be opting out. Although I could not commit to this cell group, or this Church, as I am not willing to say that being in love with a man in the purest of sense is wrong. I still found a purity and a love in this cell group and in this Church that was more forfilling than that was going on in the gay community.
Even though I am refusing to give up on my sexuality, they still want me to come to cell and to Church. Which I think is beautiful. They spoke about how God gave us Free Will to give up temptation. There have been many discussions around the sexuality issue and even the consideration of a buddy-helper to help stop temptation when it arises. However I do stand firm that God made me the way I am, and that I will not live a lie or humour buddy-helper systems. I will not change being gay or being a Christian. My faith in Jesus Christ Our Saviour, and in God and The Holy Spirit is eternal.
What I find sad is still being in the gay community (but at a distance) that our community frowns upon religious gays/lesbians/transexuals and especially gay Christians. My friends think its impossible to be gay and a Christian and if you put in your profile that you are a Christian, you get abusive gay people mocking you and putting you down.
In Him,
Al-Antony Moody